7 weeks left....

I have a huge belly, and I can't reach to shave my legs without almost passing out because I can't breathe. But other than that things are well. For those of you who care and would like to come, We are having a baby party on sunday september 18th probably around 2 pm. Location to be decided within the next few days. everyone is invited, boys and girls, and there will most likely be a keg of deschutes brew. email me if you want to know more. I would like to see anyone who wants to come and see me weighing more than I hopefully ever will again. love to all, annie

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everything in my life is different now. nothing is the same except for the fact that I am continually switching jobs, and that i am alone. Only now that job situation is a bit more precarious, and the alone thing is way different because i am not really alone, just across the country from the one that should be here with me. almost one week down, and four months to go 'til he comes back to me. It doesn't seem appropriate somehow to explain what's happening to me on livejournal anymore. A lot of you know, and the ones who don't, well i obviously don't really know you or i never talk to you. life is weird now. lj, myspace, email... just seems like a whole lot of trivial garbage these days. if you couldn't tell by my last entry being christmas day. -a
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I was wrong. They will get better, as long as I maintain and make more friendships like the ones I have now. Laurel, thank you so much for the stocking and all the goodies in it. You really don't know how much it means to me. When I came home from the movie, Kaisha had left me a bag on the porch that had a heaping plate of ham, mashed potatoes, yams, and rolls, and a bag of my favorite cookies.
I am so so grateful for the friends that I have. I realize that there are a particular few who truly genuinely care about me, despite all my bad qualities. Thank you so much. I love you. -a

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I hate the holidays.

Each year I think, maybe this one will finally be better... or at least something. But no. I don't think they'll ever be good for me.